I hope you fly.

sophisticat_ed @ 2009-12-29T22:23:00

2009-12-29T14:23:45Z

Its just a passing phase, i have to get over it.

sophisticat_ed @ 2009-12-29T12:11:00

2009-12-29T04:11:33Z

The main thing about watching television/stage performace is, you get entertained by the people inside, but they will never notice you.

Merry christmas!

2009-12-25T14:48:06Z

My new year resolution:

- study real hard and get a good cap next sem
- apply for sep, hopefully
- save up!!!! MUST!!
- do a good job as marketing head and member of the bizad club (oh man sounds like a pledge)
- enjoy uni life :)
- stay healthy (must start by first getting rid of my warts -.-)
- maybe...learn surfing at the end of the year heh!

thats about it for now i will update again when i think of more! haha.

sophisticat_ed @ 2009-12-24T11:39:00

2009-12-24T03:39:33Z

It's reality, it's difficult, it's really over.

Once you've reached your peak.

2009-12-15T11:39:12Z

Wheee semester one finally ended. And im not gonna count how many more sems like this that i still have. haha.

Holidays have been great so far! Have been going out almost everyday its kinda tiring..haha, and exams have only ended like one week plus ago only. Exams ended on thurs, then it was clique outing to central for dinner at billy bombers, and then poker and slacking session at ian's house where everyone got drunk hahaha. Then it was bizad night cycling on friday, followed by zach's birthday party on sat, then FOC comm meeting and outing with the chinese clique after that (havent seen them for a while!). monday was slacking day at home plus swimming with cousin, followed by wenqiang's birthday party on tues night, and then zouk on wed with a big group of NUS peeps (music sucks), singing at teo heng with squidword 2 on thurs night, and then marketing meeting followed by feng yun 2 on friday. Saturday we had LG gathering in the afternoon, followed by job audition in the evening, and then butterfact at night with chinese clique again(music sucks, again!), and sunday was swimming and dinner with family :) monday was slacking session at home and then meeting today with progs comm and sponsor and chalet later. :D

haha, and omg the holidays are so short! results soon and then its christmas and before we know it, school is gonna start, all over again :(

And i am officially broke until like dont know what now :(

sophisticat_ed @ 2009-12-14T23:43:00

2009-12-14T15:43:59Z

HAHAHHAA
mine got 3 karen lims alr!

but i dont even know this person 11:32
siao
HAHA

but xiyu zhang is so weird!!

HAHAHA
KAREN YOU SAY I WEIRD AH
heart break alr
HAHA

hhahaha no i mean
its not a common name
at least karen lim common
christian name

HAHA yah lor

its very weird if chinese name same

damn cute the person
think same name then friends ah
HAHA
should i accept

hahahahaha
eh then next time you tag yourself very ma fan one
got 2 options

HAHAHAH
okay then dont add
HAHA

hahahaha!!
yea cause last time i stupidly accpeted all
then always tag wrongly

HAHAHAH
okay
http://www.facebook.com/profile.php?id=1476640868
she look like pornstar
the dp
HAHAHA

HAHAHAHAHAa
wa hot sexy xiyu ehhh

gaowei

HAHAHA

okay shall not add her
HAHA

i can totally copy and paste this conv on my blog la
damn funny!!

HAHAHA
copy lor!
___________

My friend so funny! :D

sophisticat_ed @ 2009-12-10T13:34:00

2009-12-10T05:34:05Z

But its not how i think, its how we think.

sophisticat_ed @ 2009-12-04T11:54:00

2009-12-04T03:54:04Z

I don't remember being as pessimistic as now before exams end!! I dont even know why im feeling so depressed now that exams are over when we're supposed to be happy and all. why why why!!

I think i had a bit too much last night :(

sophisticat_ed @ 2009-11-29T18:10:00

2009-11-29T10:10:48Z

MS paper tomorrow second last paper yayyyyy :D omg cant wait till its all over and ikea meatballs tomorrow!!

Anyway, cousin's wedding yesterday was quite fun although its right smack in the middle of my exam. Great food and lost of laughter from our table and camwhoring! A pity i couldnt attend the morning session of the wedding which they said the food was good. :( And to think i only had hald a chicken chop from the YIH canteen cause it sucks. haha. But ohwells. I really really need to exercise soon man!

Okay back to MS now byeeee.

you mean to me, what i mean to you.

2009-11-26T15:27:35Z

Darren just bought me an x-mini as belated birthday present and early christmas gift! So nice and so happy now! :D

Anyway, exams is really taking a long time to end this time. I only had 2 papers so far. Accounting is cui, cnm still okay, i hope. Haha all mcq but super tricky, especially the back questions, one question 4 marks omg. This semester is quite bad, considering i have no modules in which i know i can do well in. Hope next semester will be better, it has got to be better though. :(

Studying in school during the exam period can be quite productive, quiet and not many people around, plus the fact that the weather's not that scorching hot nowadays, windy instead.

No more studying for the day, cant absorb anymore, goodnight world! :)

Accounting sucks.

2009-11-20T13:19:04Z

Farming in fb made me realise something;

We all work so hard to get out of that subsistence agricultural life our elders once had, now we work even harder so that when we retired, we can go back to that subsistence farming life, when you had your animals and cattles and vegetables and perhaps flowers. Haha.

I really wanna travel, like now!

That short moment of happiness.

2009-11-18T08:59:49Z

If something is really lovely and you really want it, what is stopping you from going forward to it. What if that something, or perhaps that something, is a person instead.

I'm soooo sick of studying and facebooking i need something new in my life! I have been switching between laptop (fb) and books/notes since this morning. I don't know why whenever i visualise myself facing the exam papers i'll feel so inconfident and unprepared! I dont know how else i should study and that kinda worries me. My attention span is decreasing like crazy and its not a good thing at all. I want to have the same motivation and focus that i used to have studying for As :(

Was supposed to go to school to study today but it started raining. I kind of feel that there's no difference between studying at home or in school because i get distracted both ways, by people in school and by tv at home. :(

Omg and i watched paranormal activity on saturday it was terrible (i mean the after effects) which makes it a not-bad show afterall. Haha and before that wy was telling me it was a romantic comedy?!?! I'm still trying not to think about the show before i sleep every night and the scenes kept flashing through my head its not good! And i watched Informant yesterday with the bizad clubbers and omg it was such a waste of time! :(

Okay back to studying bye!

Whats wrong.

2009-11-15T07:56:37Z

Me (sms) : "Daddy, tonight i will be sleeping in your room with mummy cause i just watched a scary movie, you can wake me up when you're home."

Dad (sms) : "ok sweetie"

hahaha i was quite stunned. But i realised my parents are quite sweet afterall. They always deny me of something because they dont have the means to but they will think about it in their own free time for solutions, and then they will come and tell me that whatever i wanted was actually feasible. Really hope i can find a job asap to reduce their burden. :(

sophisticat_ed @ 2009-11-14T13:36:00

2009-11-14T05:36:11Z

Cause when it comes to love, your mind doesn't decide, your heart does.

APEC was great :) Though it wasn't really applicable to me right now at this moment in time and there were lots of stuff that i felt i didn't understand and we fell asleep most of the time, certain parts of the talk made up for it and i actually like the way these people talk :)

One more week to exams and everyone's feeling moody and emo. It doesn't help by raining everyday, makes you sleepy and emo and don't feel like studying when you know you have to and then it becomes double emo. haha.. But ohwells, it will end really soon and then.. i guess its a few days break and more stuff again. :(

I think words can't explain how worried i am towards this final exams and other stuff. It never rains but pours and i totally agree man. I need to find new motivation in my life haha.

Back to studying! :(

sophisticat_ed @ 2009-11-11T21:39:00

2009-11-11T13:40:41Z

What should i do now.

Chanced upon.

2009-11-09T07:56:25Z

“At the end of the day faith is a funny thing. It turns up when you don't really expect it. It's like one day you realize that the fairy tale may be slightly different than you dreamed. The castle, well, it may not be a castle. And it's not so important happy ever after, just that its happy right now. See once in a while, once in a blue moon, people will surprise you , and once in a while people may even take your breath away.”

- Meredith Grey

I have finally forgotten you.

2009-11-06T16:11:12Z

Naiveness vs Maturity.

I have decided not to be so emo in my posts so im gonna blog more about my daily life, which kinda evolves around school only, sadly! i need to meet up with so many people, chinese clique, SA2, swimmers (binghua's house stayover!, hopefully), cousins (!!) and primary school friends. So many promises were made to meet up after exams i hope we really do meet up. Singing & mahjong!! haha.. No plans this year for dec holidays so far only family chalet :( cousin's wedding coming up really soon and i still haven't decide what to wear, while my other cousins have already bought their dresses and shoes somemore, omg! And the worse thing is it falls on the day of the marketing paper which means after the paper i have to rush off to prepare for the wedding. :(

Exams are in 2 weeks time. Really hope this final exam can pull up all the bad grades that i've been getting since school started. Actually it wasnt really that bad, its just because of the stupid bell curve :( Themed dressing today and it was supposed to be polo tee + geeky specs but apparently most of us didn't wear the specs which makes the themed dressing not that synchronized anymore. And we were still thinking of wearing JCs' uniforms hahaha! I love fridays, though its the most packed day of the week :)

Oh and SST officially ended for me this year, which brings 2 bad news and 1 good news: i will officially have no more income for nov and dec which means after the exam i really really have to get a job to survive, and i will miss the sec 2 bowlers and soccer students who always crapped with me during SST (like jabbing and asking non-studies-related-but-interesting-yet-"young and innocent" questions hahaha!) cause although i may still be doing it next year, i may not be getting the same batch of students D: ). But the good news is, i will have more free time to study, hopefully. :)

I seriously think that uni is no joke, 5 modules and 3 projects in 4 months. :( And the fact that it gets worse every sem so this is just the beginning. :(:(

Alright, thats all for the comprehensive update goodnight world. :)

Masks.

2009-10-26T15:37:53Z

Business politics. I finally understood what it means. Not as mere as what happened in my previous CCA, at least there were some people were explicit in showing disregard or dislike towards some people, no hidden moves, and if there was, it was so mild.

Here, it is business, and politics. People show a different face everywhere and every words and actions seems to have a hidden motive, or maybe, just a facade. They smiled at you but you never know what they're thinking about. You have to do everything independently because soon you'll realised that it is to each his own. You confide in people but they may not be wholly trustable.

Haha, if you realised all my previous entries were all quite emo momo..but i dont always feel that way, it just cause i always blog when im feeling emo, and happy moments doent seem to last!! :( Im so glad for my classmates/friends now, they make me look forward to going to school! I miss JC and everything there!! :(

By the way, i FINALLY ran today and my stamina really decreased damn alot, i need to start exercising frequently really soon man..

sophisticat_ed @ 2009-10-25T20:50:00

2009-10-25T12:54:11Z

Not another bottomless pit.

I havent been updating for a reallyyyyyyyyyyyyyy long time! Partly because of no time, partly because my life has been so dead and boring there's nothing interesting to blog about. But seriously..nothing interesting has been going on in my life recently. End of term exams are coming really soon but i still have 3 projects not completed! But im glad they're more or less going to be done with soon and then hopefully i can concentrate fully on the final exams. Uni life is so not fun, at all!

& my eyebags are so big can put things inside already. :(

sophisticat_ed @ 2009-10-11T15:44:00

2009-10-11T07:45:19Z

The feeling of losing your hope.

sophisticat_ed @ 2009-10-03T09:58:00

2009-10-03T02:01:11Z

We grew older, but we thought we became smarter as well, to read into people's words and minds. So you wonder why you were so brave then to say things you wouldn't dare say now, for fear that it can be easily taken as the wrong idea by others, so you put everything in your heart and suffered.

That's humans.

so how.

2009-09-21T08:40:39Z

Yesterday was fun :) Went singing with the chinese clique again! Super hilarious and loads of laughter hahaha.

Recess week this week but my programs are planned till like....completely full omg. Strategic planning on Wed, gotta do and view lots of presentations again :(

Mid terms after recess week, its my first uni exams after so many months of holiday so i'm really dreading it omg. :(

Finally watched time traveler's wife on saturday. Its was really heartwarming and sad.. but nice! :D But i heard the book's nicer and there're so many things i wanna read. Can't wait for december holidays man.

sophisticat_ed @ 2009-09-16T19:32:00

2009-09-16T11:34:09Z

Haha i was reading people's blog and everyone seems to be saying the same thing,

UNI IS NOT AS EASY AS WHAT OTHERS SAID IT WILL BE..

and i agree :(

And my friends are so funnehhhh

eewen says: (8:38:27 PM)

orange

eewen says: (8:38:30 PM)

confirm

karen ; says: (8:40:41 PM)

no, wrong!!!

karen ; says: (8:40:45 PM)

ahahaha eewen wrong!!

karen ; says: (8:40:48 PM)

its apple!!

eewen says: (8:40:54 PM)

nooooooooooooo

HAHAHA! :D

Still you?

2009-09-15T15:09:51Z

Have you every wondered, what if, things didn't happen, decisions weren't made, words weren't said, feelings weren't expressed, friends weren't made, change didn't occur. Then we won't have a chance to grow, i think.

Tests, projects all coming upppp!! Luckily recess week's next week so at least there's time to take a breather, get things organised, study and all. I hope there'll be time for meetups and gatherings as well! Havent been going out in a while! :(

sophisticat_ed @ 2009-09-07T22:45:00

2009-09-07T14:47:52Z

If you put a very valuable piece of glass on the chair, and someone who walks past it accidentally knocked it over and it smashes into pieces, who should we blame for breaking the glass? The person who put the glass on the place where it shouldn't be, or the person who carelessly knocked it over?

Stressed is just desserts spelt backwards.